Sometimes you just don’t want help. The sadness becomes an addiction. After a while you can’t be happy because you just don’t know how To be happy. The sadness becomes who are you and it defines you. It takes over everything and it feels wrong to be happy. I remember when I used to think that I was weird for being sad at times I even used to be ashamed by it. Now if I ever even think about being happy I feel ashamed and feel as if I’m betraying myself. This sadness and misery is who I am and it’s who I will always be.
Yeah I know Demi was on Disney and most people might think she is just a spoiled brat looking for attention but you are actually wrong. If anybody out there is struggling with anything and you need some motivation and strength please just watch her documentary stay strong and I promise it will help. It
Changed my life when I watched it a year and a half ago and it will
Help you. You are not alone.
Have you ever wanted to cry but no tears came out, so you just stare blankly into space while feeling your heart break into pieces
(Source: unwolfe, via iwilltravelthisworld)